4/09 21:25 Math test tmr but am feeling very joyful, and amamzing! Bless my soul with a wonderful mind and a beautiful lyfe. I have so many ideas to draw now, and will probaly get back to work with my website for the ocs section! My job is ok now, don't have to interview much customer these days, feeing so awsome!!!!!

1/09 17:28 Its raining!!! Bless my chubgus lyfe!!!! Ahhhh Am gonn draw now. Beautiful life, wonderful mind...

1/09 09:21 I miss my friends...

1/09 08:49 This is going to be the last day I stayed in this world. The life that was given to me was a cruel punishment the higher beings had descended on me. Beyond music, there is nothing left that could ever save me from this hell. O, death, The war I could never win. I am deeply apologise for the sins I have brought to this earth. Nature mockery is what i am.

---------- AUGUST 2025 ----------

28/08 21:45 Terrible day.

27/08 21:52 The only thing that comes close to whatt I mean is the misunderstanding of 'Lolita". It fancinates me to see how each one of the reader view the story so differently. Unreliable narrator is what I've always aimed for. Like I said, there are 6 main ocs in my story. Spoilerrrrrrrrrrrr! U get to see each POV of my characters and make your own conclusion to what actually happened. Put the pieces 2getehr by yr own, let yr imagination fly. How cool is that?!?!?!??!1/ I think. It's so vague...

27/08 18:08 Sad day today very sorry...

27/08 18:03 I'd love to talk more about my ocs but i am obssesed with the "show don't tell" thing and am literally rotting because of it. I want everyone to view my ocss story like a movie, u get to know more about each character along the way and get to have your own perspective about them! That's why every time I draaw something I make sure not to put too much obvious things in there. and it stresses me out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate the world!!! Maybe if everyone could just crawl into my brain so it is easier to understand my ocs more...

27/08 17:54 I really love drawing but artblock is really hitting. None of my drawings turn out to be good and I have this urge to delete or maybe archive all of my posts... Sometimes I do regret making an account to post my stuffs, but then I keep thinking about all of the friends I've made along the way. I think I'm just overwhemled by the fact the fact that more and more people will eventually found this account! I am not really fond of that idea... Am cool with everyone, well, some. I think that it'd be better if my drawings reached the right peopel only!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry.

24/08 22:34 Wonderful mind. Beautiful lyfe... awsome... Being jobless is like laying by the sea in a Hawaii shirt with a coconut in yr hand while listening to some tunes... That's so kewl.

23/08 22:50 It was so gloomy today. I felt amazing, never been better.

22/08 16:00 Today is so hot... I could barely feel anything at all. I dislike sun-dreched weather. And I am making a big deal out of this... The world is so cruel!!!! Life needs to be more gentle with me.........

21/08 23:12 Hello again, Fall is coming back and it's giving lots of motivation to update my online blog again. Hello August! Soon we will have to say goodbye again.

---------- JULY 2025 ----------

26/07 09:19 Am trying to improve my writing skills, since using words are so hard... I am happy for myself tho.

27/07 02:35 I was never a person of words. I had a hard time trying express my emotions to everyone. I could never find the right word to say and that's why I write a lot in my journal! I have a gazillion pages with only a few words and small doodles... I tended to show more about how I feel through my drawings. It could be joy, anger and sadness; but I like it that way! To me, using words could help easily know what I feel because every words have already exised a meaning to it. But with art, we have to guess! Humans'emotion are too complex to simplify it to words, so that's why art is here! Oh am rambling again..! But yes! In the end I just want to say maybe the way that I communicate could lead to mistakes since I struggle to show how I feel! I'm grateful for everything everyone gave to me! And no words could ever EVER describe how happy i am to receive anything from all of u! U guys r the best! Thank you all so much!

24/07 17:40 I've been drawing so so much lately! I keep forgetting to update my blog! Tbh, it was bc I don't have a laptop. Me and my brother use the same laptop 2gether, and he prepapring for his robotic tournament, so I couldnt be online much. Will soon! 1 more week until school.

23/07 12:08 I am back! Sorry, I've been so busy with getting ready for school I couldn't do anything at all! But now itz all done, I could what I want noe, amazing... It was raining this morning =when I went out for a walk. Its so so so refreshing... I love rain and musaic...

20/07 22:45 Today was such a joyful day, so many things happened. I saw a yellow lady bug... how cool is that! I love nature and everything.

20/07 00:58 I forgot that artfight still exists. This is my first time joining too...! Ok ok, I might get back to attack artists on there too. Perhaps. I wanna focus more on my web and my ocs so...

20/07 00:24 Finally have to courage to create an Ig acc! I named it giraffecat343 bc i think it sounds kinda kewl..............

19/07 20:24 I found out that we could still edit on phone.... wow. ok, here we go!

19/07 16:17 i wont be able to update my website for 2 days! That includes this blog too. Bummer. I am on a trip with my family and wont be able to bring my trusty laptop! C u soon!

18/07 09:58 Today I feel whimsical again! Awsome...

17/07 20:52 Got another few more interviews comming up... Unbelievable.... I really want to draw...!!

17/07 15:39 Just finished 8 interviews... Talking is so exhausting... Not only that, my body suddenly feels an ache of sadness, so this double down to me feeling so empty! I might draw some mini comic now... I have so less time in my life now............ ough.

17/07 13:25 I could never be a webcomic artist bc it is so draining... I could mabe draw some mini comics to help everyone understand my characters and lore more... mini short comics...real short... real. School is comming soon so I have to finish this fast! Last summer break... like ever!

16/07 19:22 Am thinking about creating another Ig acc to post my drawings but then I got scared and jumped. I get overwhelm whenevr I think about how much attention I might get...! I dont like it ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... bummer... So, I guess this is the only place for me to interact with anyone online, haha. #sendingprayers

16/07 12:47 Gonna write and draw now.

16/07 01:32 Feeling whimsical...

15/07 21:26 I had to interview so many ppl today... wotk work! Talking is so exhausting... sigh. Ill get back to drawing now... I miss our ocs...

15/07 13:04 I love writing random things on my website bc no one can control me! I hate every social medias nowdays... Not bc it has no freedom of speech, but bc of it lacks of creativity. They all look boring. Tumblr is sort of cool when they let u costumise yr profile... but its just, well idk! Sorry am sutupit...

15/07 00:45 I don't post anything on my social medias.

14/07 23:09 Do you guys know that i collect coins? From all around the world. I might post them on my flickr...!

14/07 22:08 I updated a lot of things! My img gallery is finally here!

14/07 21:30 Oh hello! my...progess log or maybe blog.....hi!